You deserve happiness!

  Do you ever get the feeling someone's facebook status or Tweets are about you? Well I did and turns out it really was about me and it made me really unhappy .
   It started back in February just after my 18th birthday when a person I was best friends with for 7 years showed their true colors for the last time. We had done everything together since grade 7 and we couldn't be ripped apart some say that the best friends ships start that way but they also end the worst. That's what it was like for me. The person really hurt my feelings and generally I'm  pretty forgiving but I just couldn't forgive this person.
We got into an argument about everything but we managed to fix things a little bit. We went on a week long school trip well sports team trip to the U.S and that's when i had learned she had been talking about me to other people and telling them lies about me. Yes I my self have done that where there was just someone who made me mad and i talk to a friends about it but i have never spread horrible rumors about another person. Over the past three years I have changed and grown as a person which is good because I was not a very nice person.
Some say its Karma coming back at you. But pretty much where this is going is that the person was mad at me for cutting them out of my life and finding new friends so they decided to make a facebook status about me well what this blog is about and what i want to say is that its good to change guys change all you want even if it means someone is going to be upset with you you need and deserve to be happy not to have people bringing you down all the time. So do me a favor and be happy and don't let people hold you back or make you feel bad about yourself! Sometimes things work out sometimes they don't.

SANTA!!.. but not really.

  I am so excited for Christmas I just want it to be here now. I love waking up on Christmas morning and have cheese toast with milk and a chocolate chip muffin. Opening gifts which I used to go first because I was the youngest now my dog gets to open treats.. who does that like my dog gets to go before me and now my sister is pregnant so I have to wait for 2 things to go ahead of me.

 That's what I would have said last year but after reading an article in the paper a few weeks ago I changed my point of view. Don't get me wrong I love gifts and Christmas but I now have a deeper appreciation for the family aspect of it. Yes the gifts are nice but just getting to be with my family on that day is better. There are children in undeveloped countries with no family or Christmas and it makes me sad to think that they don't get to share it with. It's worse than the Grinch who stole Christmas . I like that we have operation Christmas child which gives them gifts but they don't have family to share it with so it kind of makes it sad :( I wish i could give them all families and help them get to experience what we have because its the most greatest gift to have a family and get to open presents with them.

I refuse to believe it !

    I don’t believe that the world will end in 2012. In my opinion it is just a bunch of hooey that is scaring people in to making haste decisions before the “END OF THE WORLD”. I have always been taught to have faith that things will be ok and that’s what I believe now. I don’t understand how anyone can know when the world will end. It could end NOW…. Or … NOW…… or even …. NOW… nope we are all still here as far as I know.

     If I did believe that the world would end in 2012 I would spend my last day or night doing something I love with the people I love. Id spend and hour playing rugby and then the rest of the time I would be at home with my family trying to think of funny or dumb things we could do to make the last bit special and then I would wait for the big explosion. I think its kind of funny that that’s what we’ve been told is the world will blow up who says it won’t just melt or something... o that’s right the world is NOT going to end in 2012. Yes shitty things are happening in this world but I doubt it’s enough make the world blow up or whatever.

   I don’t get why people tell us that either if someone comes up with some crack pot idea that they THINK they know when the world will end KEEP IT TO YOURSELF. I like surprises and I don’t want to be scared in to thinking that I’m going to die on a certain day at a certain time with every other person on this planet. So if the people that came up with that could say sorry and not talk about stuff like that again that would be fantastic!

  I encourage all of you to live your lives’ to the fullest and not let dumb things that people say scare you into thinking that you have to take precautions for the rest of your days. Finish school go to work have fun with friends and family and don’t worry about when you’re going to croak. :) --->

SANTA HURRY UP

 I am definitely a who when it comes to Christmas. I love Christmas so much! My room is all Christmasafied and my tree is all bright, i love tinsel and wrapping paper and watching my sister drop at least one ornament a yea and hearing my mom yell. it never gets old! Not just because of the gifts because quite frankly I could go with out them. Especially since there are little children in places that get nothing for Christmas because they can’t afford it or they live in a place where Christmas is just not possible for them. I do hope that they have heard of Santa and they can at least get some holiday cheer of some sort.

Other than that I love Christmas because it gets me together with my family well I should clarify I love getting to have Christmas with my moms side of the family because we all get along so well. My dads side yes I love them but Christmas with them is like a day at the zoo. There are so many kids and my 12 year old cousin brigs a different boy every year sometimes even 2 so there is a total of 26 people in one house with dry turkey that was cooked a few days ahead. I love my family anyway though I love going out and buying people things and seeing the look of surprise.

 I love the season just because everyone gets so cheerful. Even though some person claims that apparently saying MERRY CHRISTMAS is incorrect and that we are supposed to say happy holidays not I still love Christmas. Even the people who seem to be like the Grinch every day and in name names they seem to turn into a big ball of joy! The Grinch was just cranky cause he was alone on Christmas but always remember there are people who care for you !

Bang Bang .. Santa where are you?

I get it really I do. Christmas can be a stressful time and send some people into a spiral. But promoting guns with Santa Claus, REALLY? Who does that? Into days society we are trying to promote that war and violence aren’t right.

   Well apparently not in Arizona this Christmas. I don’t understand why people would want guns that are real and loaded on Christmas card maybe it’s just me and the way I was raised but Christmas is a time to celebrate with family and enjoy time together. It’s kind of funny in a way I guess I mean with your family expecting a Christmas card with little kids and the parents so happy and proud of their families and then they get a photo of machine guns presents LITTLE CHILDREN and Santa.

     I guess it could be almost as funny as in the movie the blind side when the leanness cousin had received her Christmas card and called her to let her know there was a big coloured boy in the photo. Then again he had had a few cold ones so it’s understandable why it would be funny. The Arizona Gun club thought they would change the regular Christmas tradition and give the community a chance to have some fun where they could use safe controlled guns with Santa.

      Maybe it’s just me that thinks that thought, that it really is not funny, maybe I’m the only one maybe I’m the one who is wrong… Well I hope for all of our sakes I’m not because if I’m wrong well then classmates I believe we have an issue on our hands. I personally think it is

I personally think it is hypocritical because there are so many people who say we need to stop war and violence and help the children in undeveloped countries who are being forced to use guns. Could you imagine your have kids, those little innocent things having to use guns to solve their problems or if they got forced to use them in war?

Not so funny is it?

I chose this one becasue I love chrsitmas and I dont like violence and when I saw the picture with Santa and the guns i could help but think wow what id someone accientally set one off and killed someone? Curiosity killed the Cat and in this case it could or would be the safty on the gun wasnt on and thats why the person got shot. I looked at about 4 others news articles but this one just got my attention

but ITS CHRISTMAS BE HAPPY J

http://usnews.msnbc.msn.com/_news/2011/11/29/9097465-ariz-gun-club-offers-santa-shoot