roses are red violets are blue ill probably like valetines day more when im older

Love is some thing special you can’t just find it over night and it’s not found in a box of chocolate. Yes Valentines Day is a way to show someone you love them but it has gone over board now. Me personally I can’t say I enjoy it as much as I did when I was younger. In middle school everyone got a valentines day card or treat from everyone ells in the class but we generally grow out of that. When you get older it’s like a crime if you are in a relationship and forget to get that person something. Yes it’s sweet to get to celebrate but I really don’t get why it should be one day that we are “supposed” to do something nice or cute for person we care about.

          Every year I watch my mom give my dad a card that says the sappiest stuff IV heard that makes me want to gag in it and my dad just give her a kiss and says happy Valentines Day. My friend’s parents go to Niagara Falls every year for a “romantic getaway” um who’s going feed the kids there guys! My sister couldn’t care less about Valentines Day she thinks it was the dumbest thing ever created and I agree.

      When I’m older and married it will be cute but id rather be surprised any other day of the year than that day I don’t want to see it coming but I guess that’s just my opinion in the matter, so cupid sorry that you have to freeze for any entire day in your diaper shooting people with arrows but I guarantee if you ever try to shoot me with a love arrow ill knock you right out of the sky. Really though who has a status day like so many people were upset yesterday because they wore the wrong color, who says white means single pink means in a relation ship and purple means its complicated well I wore black to say I couldn’t care less. I know 3 people who broke up their boy friend because they were wearing white or purple I don’t understand it but that’s just me, I’m sure when I’m older ill love it more but right now I could care less about it, and Hallmark your loosing your touch in cards!! But really I won't like I'm such a sucker for love story books and movies.

Seeker

10 years from now I will be 29, I have no idea where I will be then but my hopes are high my dreams are big and I’m ready to aim among the stars. In ten years I see my self graduated from Conestoga College wish is where I was accepted to last week, with a family of my own living in the Baden or New Hamburg area. I will be a very happy person who loves life and living it to the fullest. I hope to have matured more than ever and have learned many things the hard way that have helped me to be so mature.

      Most likely still be dressing the same way: jeans and work out shorts, sweater or t-shirt own too many pairs of shoes same hair colour hopefully a little bit taller than this so I don’t get made fun of my height.  I’ll be working in recreation and leisure services in a youth centre helping to create games and activities to help keep them active and social or ill be working in a rehabilitation hospital helping people who have been in an accident/had cancer (I hope it will be cured by then ) to gain their strength back . That would be my dream job just helping people where I can.

      I plan to be married for 4 or 5 years and have 2 or 4 kids. I don’t want to have an uneven number of children because I wouldn’t any of them to be left out of anything. I hope to a dog and do a lot of family thing’s I just want to be happy that’s pretty much where I see my self just happy and a nice family but hey who really knows where they will be I could drop out of college which I’m hoping doesn’t happen cause that would suck, I could some how become famous which I hope doesn’t happen because I really don’t feel like dealing with all that drama so I’m going to plan for the worst and hope for the best … here’s hoping everything goes well !

why be soneone you aren't?

Of course fame and fortune is something everyone deep down or very surfaced wants. Personally I wouldn’t not want that to be a life style for me, I am quite happy with how my life is: small town country girl with a nice private life.

  I look in the news paper online and in magazines and all of the people in them seem to be happy yes but on the inside they just want a private life. Some of them feel violated and they wish they could get a way from it. There are people who are famous for good things they have done and I am happy they have done a good deed and they deserve recognition. Some may yes actually want it but that wouldn’t be a life for me.

  

     There is an actress named Holly Marie Combs she has played in numerous movies and televisions shows for those of you who watch Pretty Little Liars she is plays Ella Montgomery Arias mom yes she is my favourite actress and I had the absolute privilege of having a conversation with her last year. Recently she got a divorce from her husband of 4 years and the second the camera caught her with the divorce papers it was instantly plastered all of the internet and she was so upset by it she said that its her private life and the only comment she had for it was that it was her life and she would like to keep private what she can and it was no one else’s business. 

       Like I said that’s not what I would want I wouldn’t want to be haunted by camera and not get away from it. To me it would make me feel that no one like’s me for who I am and that people would just be using me and that I would slip away from whom I really am. Money cant but happiness, it would be like one of those bad dreams where you are trying to run away from something but you just can’t seem to keep your feet planted on the ground to run fast enough. Can you imagine forever haunted with camera in your face? I will never want that!