why be soneone you aren't?

Of course fame and fortune is something everyone deep down or very surfaced wants. Personally I wouldn’t not want that to be a life style for me, I am quite happy with how my life is: small town country girl with a nice private life.

  I look in the news paper online and in magazines and all of the people in them seem to be happy yes but on the inside they just want a private life. Some of them feel violated and they wish they could get a way from it. There are people who are famous for good things they have done and I am happy they have done a good deed and they deserve recognition. Some may yes actually want it but that wouldn’t be a life for me.

  

     There is an actress named Holly Marie Combs she has played in numerous movies and televisions shows for those of you who watch Pretty Little Liars she is plays Ella Montgomery Arias mom yes she is my favourite actress and I had the absolute privilege of having a conversation with her last year. Recently she got a divorce from her husband of 4 years and the second the camera caught her with the divorce papers it was instantly plastered all of the internet and she was so upset by it she said that its her private life and the only comment she had for it was that it was her life and she would like to keep private what she can and it was no one else’s business. 

       Like I said that’s not what I would want I wouldn’t want to be haunted by camera and not get away from it. To me it would make me feel that no one like’s me for who I am and that people would just be using me and that I would slip away from whom I really am. Money cant but happiness, it would be like one of those bad dreams where you are trying to run away from something but you just can’t seem to keep your feet planted on the ground to run fast enough. Can you imagine forever haunted with camera in your face? I will never want that!